KV55

In history more often than not whom ever enters power and wants to change the natural order of the system is right away ridiculed.

Take for example the Egyptian pharaoh Akhenaten. He came into power and wanted to change the Egyptian peoples ideology from Polytheism to Monolatry worshipping the God Aten. During his 17 year reign majority of the Egyptians did not agree with this thought and were very unhappy with the change from what they have been following for so long.

Why is this though? I believe it is because humans are creatures of habit. They do not like change from what they have initially been taught. Think about this for a second. If the Egyptians have been told from the start that Aten was the King of Gods and to only worship one God and then Akhenaten came into power and told them to believe in multiple Gods the same outcome would have occurred. The Egyptians desecrated his tomb and coffin after his death, they wanted to ensure that the future civilisations did not know about his ideas and thoughts of Aten. They went to great lengths to ensure that his ideology was not passed onto future Pharaohs by chiselling away at the paintings, his coffin and burning his papaya.

Think about it, humans are animals of routine once something occurs that shakes their daily routine they become frustrated, angry and annoyed. They do no adapt to new ideas easily. That is why they fight. That is why they go to war. To ensure an idea is spread or stopped. Humans do not have it in them to fight or to kill. Humans are made to love and to become one with their surroundings.

I have seen it all before, it feels like I have lived in it before. Humans living happily all together in unity ensuring their love is spread through out universe, not just Earth but their connection to the Stars, Galaxies and Planets.

If we started from a Big Bang that caused millions and millions of Stars to bond together then are we not just particles that need to bond with one another to continue to grow.

Think about the Universe is constantly expanding never shrinking then we should do the same, we should constantly expand and never shrink by killing one another, by never fighting or hurting one another.

Imagine if all humans on earth all held hands together at once, imagine the energy that will be felt running through our veins. 

The power of One is not a strong as the power of many.

I have memories that I don't remember...




ibzzie xx

L H G

Hello friend. Doesn't it feel weird being Numb. If you define "Numb" it is "deprived of the power of physical sensation". Think about that for a second, let it sink in for a bit.

I always tell everyone to sit and stare at them selves in front of the mirror, to re connect with them selves. Not when you are doing your hair, not when you are doing your makeup or brushing your teeth but just sit and stare doing nothing stare intro your own eyes, stare at your own skin and let your self feel your self. Know how that feels. I know it sound weird but try it and then you will understand what I mean. Question your self and analyse every part of your self believe that you can leave your body and explore what is out there. Know your self before anyone knows you. Love your self before anyone loves you. You need to know how these feel before anyone can show you how they feel.

Think about this for a second. We all have souls inside us, Our bodies are just the vessel to carry the soul. When we sleep the soul leaves our body and we stay asleep. When we wake up the soul returns to us and we go about our daily life. We see through our eyes but it is in fact the soul seeing not us.

This is a natural ability we have because we are souls inside of a human body. So being in the "Astra" form is close to our natural state.

You can be present in your dream. Astral projection is just being fully aware of the experience we have every night. When we're dreaming we become unaware of this world and fully focused in whatever world we're in. You're still on the astral plane in a dream. Why do you think souls that are in the spirit world can visit you in your Dreams? Yes, those dreams are very real a lot of people who knew you from your past lives visit you in your dreams just to check up on you. In my opinion dreams, lucid dreaming and Astral Projection is all happening in the same place it's just that when you're dreaming you're not fully aware of what's happening. In my opinion the reason why, dreams do not seem like Astral projection is because it's like being drunk or on drugs in our real world You're just not fully aware but you're still in the real world.

Imagine leaving and not coming back, travelling the galaxy and seeing what is out there. Imagine looking back at your self whilst you sleep and knowing that is your body, your vessel. We have become so disconnected that we cannot picture this nor do we believe in its existence, people laugh.

How my mind works no one will ever understand, I see the unseen, I feel what cannot be felt, I know tomorrow today.

The answers you seek are not here, they are out there. Look at your self, know your self and understand that you are really inside something called a "Body" out of this body you will be able to disconnect and explore the real world.

For me I will be out there, somewhere...

ibzzie xx

12

12 letters are all it takes and yet it feels like moving mountains to achieve what we want. A common goal.

So, it seems to be a reoccurring thought of ours that we are here united under one everything but cannot unite anything.

Are we destined for this? Think about it deeply 7 billion on a mote of dust living, breathing, moving and creating energy. How with time have we become stupider with all that is available to us we now express how we feel through a touch screen. We give up so easy, we become fed up so easy, we have started to hate repeating our self, we have started to dislike the circle things go in, we have started to forget about all the good when a small bad occurs, we started to forget about all the love when a big bad occurs. Have we been programmed to hate, has hate truly won event against those loved ones?

Is it possible to be re programmed to the way it is meant to be? To a time that no matter what happens and no matter how hard it gets and no matter how many times someone must repeat themselves love remains the same. We have become a race that will express love in one way but then express hate in another. We have become someone we are not. We are not destined for this.

Something is going to happen.

I have always known I am different, now I know why…

ibzzie xx

Aokigahara

How about this, does this fit the scene? Not being able to see what is actually happening around us remaining concealed within the dark not being able to be seen lingering. We all can feel it it unites us does it not?

Lets look at it from 149.6 million km away, how would it look? would it look the same? From that distance nothing will look the same nor will it feel the same or think the same so why at this current distance that we are living every day does it seem so foul? is it that the further you are the easier it is, that it gets better with distance or time?

Some where out there people enter and never come out, they go there to do what they feel needs to be done. I think that they feel they will be free for ever. Maybe that is right maybe this is all fake and the only way to be free is by letting go. 

You will never be free until you free yourself from the prison of your own false thoughts. 

ibzzie xx

town of sorrow

Fuck. This is a new me a new way to express my self a new way to show what I can do. I have broken out of my town and it no longer exists. it burnt down and can never come back. its been good out here. travel on a road now out of the town trying to find a way back home. a car is going to pass me i might stop it and ask for directions i might not. 

what is out here? what is out there? where to go from here? where will i be tomorrow? what is around this bend.

all this does really make me happy it has taken time but has made me happy. i truly believe that everything has happened for a reason and i have remained strong through it all. not much would of done what i have done but regardless i have done it and i am here now. happy.

took 27 years but i have finally gotten out.

i think...


ibzzie xx