So I am here again. This isn't my town anymore as you know I have broken free from that. I think I have have become a lot better with my self. I feel that I have changed for the better.
Sometimes I see through humans. Sometimes I can feel what they are going to say before they say it. Sometimes I can feel their breath as if it was my own.
I have been told before that I have a special mind, not by one person but a few. Do people not see that now? Has time changed so much and has social media killed our views to see what is special?
I know I am different, not just by the way I dress, act or talk. Not even by my skin colour or beard but with the way my brain works, with the way I think and the way i articulate my self.
In Chinese philosophy, yin and yang is a concept of dualism in ancient Chinese philosophy, describing how seemingly opposite or contrary forces may actually be complementary, interconnected, and interdependent in the natural world, and how they may give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another.
You see instead of spending five to ten minutes explaining/arguing something to another party as to why you don't want do something maybe save time, save energy and save peacefulness by saying "If it means that much to you then I will do it".
My brain waves are different to other people. The memories I have and keep are different from other people. I can feel a memory that I know never has happened because it is impossible to live in Space but I remember being there I feel like it was real. Maybe in my past life my soul lived there and now I am remembering it through my human self.
I have always asked the question as to why Seven Billion of us are here. Why do we need to exist? If we stopped existing wouldn't Earth survive without us? I think it would be even better.
My brain hurts at times, my heart hurts also but I know my soul isn't hurting because hurt is a physical feeling that can only be felt physically.
One day my soul will leave this body and will find a resting place. I will finally see those souls that have left here again and become one with them again.
The when of life is a fascinating thing. The unknown of living, what will be of tomorrow or the day after. No one knows but the future does exist and if the future is as real as the present then surely it is a place that we can get to.
One day, I know this will make sense but for now I will wait and continue to wait to see what happens.
Because we are here for a reason and whatever that reason might be the answer doesn't necessarily have to be on Earth.
The answer might be at where we came from. I think we should look to where we came from to answer why we are here.
How do we get to where we came from? To take what has been given to us to be here in the first place, this is life.
Not taking suicide nor taking death but allowing it to natural occur once our organisms expire.
Once they do we will know the truth.
ibzzie xx
